This is my fourth Nebula nomination, and to be honest I don't think my chances of winning are likely. I'm up against some very good stories, including one by an author to whom I've already lost a Nebula. Still, I plan to enjoy the ride, as I always do. I'm just grateful that my writing colleagues and peers still feel that my work is worth honoring.
Now to answer a few of the questions I've gotten since the ballot was posted.
Q: Are you excited? It must be exciting!
It's always delightful to be nominated for an award, but I have to admit, I'm a little jaded too. Part of that is because of my long losing streak; it's difficult to work up the same level of excitement as I had when my first published story got nominated for the Hugo, all the way back in 1996. When I got the call on Wednesday informing me of my nomination, the caller even acknowledged that I probably already knew how this worked. (Actually, having run the Nebulas in 1999, I'm more aware than most of how the whole process works.) So I would say that I'm somewhat excited, but probably not as excited as some of the other nominees. I've been up these same stairs before.
On the other hand, knowing that people like my work? That never gets old.
Q: Will you be going to the Nebula Awards banquet?
Sad to say, that's rather unlikely. The Nebulas are being held in Florida this year, the weekend before the Jewish holiday of Shavuot. Leaving aside the religious issues, it's a little harder for Nomi and me to travel anywhere nowadays, what with adding Muffin and Squeaker into the combination. I'll probably just stay at home, refreshing the SFWA webpage until the results are posted.
Q: Why don't you just go to the Nebulas by yourself, and leave Nomi at home to take care of the kids?
Tell you what. Why don't you go suggest that to her? I'll be standing over here, two towns over. :-)
Seriously, though, I've been to the Nebula Awards twice without Nomi and twice with Nomi. It's a lot more fun when she's around. And I don't want to be away from my kids for even a weekend. They still have that brand-new baby smell. :-)
Q: So who are you going to ask to serve as your official acceptor, should you win?
I have no idea. Jason Sizemore, the publisher of Apex Publications, is the obvious person to ask, but I already know that he's not planning to be at the Nebulas either. I might ask Stanley Schmidt to do so; he served as my acceptor when I won the Campbell Award in 1997, and he's often played the role of my acceptor again at various Hugo and Nebula ceremonies (except that he's never had to actually, you know, accept for me, since I haven't won). But it would feel odd asking him to accept for a story that I didn't offer to him for Analog.
Maybe I'll hold a contest.
Q: Why isn't "I Remember the Future" available for free on the Internet, like some of the other stories on the ballot?
A few people have asked me if I plan to make "I Remember the Future" available for free on the web for people to read. The short answer is no, not at this time. Here's the much longer answer.
Over the years, I've been happy to offer some of my stories for free over the Internet for one reason or another. In every single case, I've already had the story published by a paying market. In one case, the story was published by an online magazine that posted it for free for readers, but I got paid nevertheless. Writers have different perspectives on how much of their work to provide for free in electronic format and what good they think will come of it. I see it as a thank-you to readers who have supported me in the past and as a way to attract new readers.
The most logical reason for me to post a Nebula-nominated story online for free would be if it were eligible for the Hugo Award. This would give potential Hugo nominators a chance to read it and nominate it should they feel it as worthy as the Nebula nominators did. But by an odd quirk of the Nebula rules changes, "I Remember the Future" was still eligible for the Nebula this year even though it was published in 2008. Its chance to be on the Hugo ballot was last year, and although it did receive a lot of nominations, it failed to make it to the ballot. So as much as I would love to have that as an excuse to post the story online, I don't.
And I'll be blunt here – I'd like to sell more copies of the book I Remember the Future and I imagine my publisher would like to as well. This Nebula nomination is a chance for us to spotlight the book one more time, and possibly to convince a reader who hasn't bought it yet to finally get it. If a reader is interested enough and the story is only available in the book, it's that much more likely we'll sell more copies of the book.
All that said, I remind anyone who wants to read the story but can't afford to shell out money for the trade paperback or the hardcover of two things. One, the story is available in a variety of ebook formats, some DRM-free, for a much lower price than the hard copies. And two, you can always request that your local library acquire a copy.
Q: But doesn't that hurt your chances of winning a Nebula?
Q: But if people can't read the story, they won't vote for it.
The only people who can vote in the Nebulas are active members of SFWA, and it so happens that the story is available to all of them in the private SFWA forums on the SFWA website. (In fact, that's probably how it ended up earning a few of its nominations.) If you're a member of SFWA, just follow this link and you'll be able to read the story.
Q: So what happens now?
I go back to work, do more writing, try to get some sleep, and celebrate my birthday in one week.